Integration 2022 Flashcards
(14 cards)
Emesh Indriya
Anger arises
I (self ego), sounds only can be no meanings even if she tries to create some meanings )
With self (program need to be in place )
Fuck 🤯 then I’m slave of new programs all the time ..
Conscious respond
Breathe/ ^do not explain yourself + get complete with the moments ^
Oh really? I didn’t know that..ok 🤟
May i say something? / can u please next time put sign outside so people know what’s going on,thanks!
Out .. no bla bla at all..
Not being reactive to anything anyone anymore
Melting to everything comes up, life is testing limits 😍
Time is mind
Sob con > con
Not sure to show up in places ( gym, beach, parties, people & places)
Childhood or mind shit i am worry of everything alot
Be aware / present & Accept the truth
- go with confidence & face everything so i can find passions & create values in life of me & others 💗 Trust the life
Sub con > con 💗
Distraction of Ego , tells me to imitate people to be this and that
In truth I should pay attention to things that i do and i lost in time.. these are things I REALLY LOVE to do.. > creates pure energy forms,no matter what are they & what the morality talks about it..💗
In Anything i do
Laser focus ( involvement)+ compassion 💗
celine
sunset pictures & rain
got triggered 😤 root : i expect people understand what in my core intentions & only talk to me according to that- which is BS
in the words there’s nothing wrong but within me yes,: simply could say something funny ( i photoshop it only for you love ) hear thing as is not by old program ( why people are like this or that or why me again)
Dance girl hingkong beach
Program
Triggered 😤 from past & certain type of beings..< low vib is that it s not me, to put the head down & hide.. why!!?
Breathe.Smile.Eye contact. Let go ( what ever it was ) today is a new fresh day,like yesterday never happened)
Anton hing kong beach
Betrayal feeling came out of his lying to me ( triggered the ego ) + not communicating + i bit myself up cuz i was not sharp enough to cut things down at the first place when i felt something is happening.. so my neglecte / should not but myself down /m> got the point and the integration is happening) 💗
I’m not in full compassion mode❤️so I’m depending on others how behaving me .. this is very low low
Franchesco
Sun was in his eyes 👀 but out of compassion I didn’t say anything which is good for him to go ❤️
Sahar
Just shared her vulnerability
But 1- i got offended2-explained myself
Why!?
There a big self of I , with a lot of personality views,existing within me.. no I of unconditional Love..❤️ the I wants to protect itself ( it must be in my way or no way )
Love doesn’t care.. just wanna others be happy..
Party, drug, money lessons 💰
M, lighter & a bag 12sep2022 09 ,
Trigger: fear from giving= losing/ frustrations = thinking about past how outcome could be better also
Living in the mind, fear of being judged or what are say or think about & dripped in the mind when I received the answer if the questions of who do u get the drugs from !? 🤯, (self) , not being able to say no & be transparent, not giving food or water to people > just receiving,
Being constantly in the numbers & mind calculating, not offering what i had to offer at this time & just choose to hold on too things & ideas 💰☠️,
Transparency, Trust ( by holding on to nothing won’t receive something)
When there s energy under my hands I should use it and being useful by sharing it…🔥
Thanks for learning lessons & the game of life a bit more) 🙏❤️
Loosing drugs
Mind constantly wants to change the past events & creating future possibilities ( so it can connect the dots)
Let them all go..❤️
David Belgium
This time i made action but i was still hurt & angry 🤷♂️
So? People come up with new & creative ideas to teach me letting go..( I cannot predict everything
- Must be more CLEAR about all details..i want
- clear boundaries in my moments (i am in kitchen and want to be alone,so SAY that .. RESPOND IS STRATEGI 🙅♂️
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Kollan hey gozaresh mikone maghz hame chio..
Az tooye oon gozaresh ha, creates separation/ pain & problems.. ke asab be estelah khoord she!
Vs . Just ovserving without commenting on everything 🌹
